fell?
Saturday, September 10th, 2005this is some of my feeling ….
i seem to fell for a long time,i am quite lost…sometime when i compare myself study with others, i can feel how silly i am.i am now form six, study pressure gushing towards me every moment when start holding the book.some more two of my good friends who crazy in study one sit beside me.sometime ,i feel so negligible.it is hurt !
i am not discourage myself now…
i know i cant score well in study is because of my attitude.i can never blame my mother give me this stupid slow brain.i know, i am just not as hardworking as my friends.i know 101 reasons why i cant achieve well in study,BUT i just don’t know why i cant put my stamina and effort into it.i feel so sad. am i lack of desire to make progress ? i not hope so…
to ONg chIN horNg….
to be a more happy OnG cHin hOrnG,i have to buck up. letz overcome the pressure and difficulty one by one. letz pray for my mind set to be more mature. letz learn all the essential knowledge and enjoy my school life.i really hope that someday i can have the same study status with my smart friends or even go beyond them! haha, it is a great target!
I want to achieve something…
