Thursday, August 17th, 2006
wat a month… wat a melancolic month… everyone is quarrel to each other… everyone seem to be so lost on study… everyone seem to be not happy in thier condition and status…all these turn down the atmosphere, i hate tat… but ,i still smile…
being part of others, i always make sure i can do the best to make ppl around me laugh and happy…tat is the only way to make myself happy too.But…the story behind of a clown is always make one feels sad…how sad?no one know…caz no one willing to ask and help a clown.
i am a clown in my family…i share all my happy things to mum…to sis…to bro… i always keep in touch wif them by a meal…a chat…a joke and help watever…but…i just keep quiet when i feel down…i not dare to show misarable face in front of them…i should take care of myself …i trying to hide all my sad things inside my own blanket…parents working…bro working…sis study overseas…i always alone at home…tats y i hold clown’s characteristic…i not blaming anyone…indeed,i always thank god tat i got a good ,understanding family…and i always put my family as 1st priority.
i am a clown among friends…i got alot of friends…all kinds of ’species’…somes i see them i will happy…some i see them i will trying to let them happy…some i see them i will not happy…and maybe some they see me they not happy…But…i always smile and trying to be humour and trying to give my best jokes in any ‘population’…a kind of great achievement falls on me when everyone laugh on wat i say…they will happy caz of me…i will happy when they happy…friends is always the good therapy healing sad ppl…
i am a clown in love… makes her happy…pamper her whenever there is a misunderstanding…ask her to rest when she tired…console her when she feel sad…ask her to drink more when the day is hot…ask her to put more clothes when the day is cold…cracking my stupid brain to choose the best present and remember all kind of occasions…share my best joke and funny things to her whenever see her…create her as the most good gal impression infront of my friends…etc…. 931 days we had been togather…
